I was walking along Albany earlier today, looking for a new dress for work & some other stuff. Sha was with me (reluctantly cos he needed to kill time while waiting for the Rav4 to have an oil change). We just had lunch so we thought we might as well walk a bit. As we passed WildGirls, I happened to notice a male staring in my direction. Dinna realize who the heck he was till he was just inches in front of us. He turned out to be an ex I had dumped when I was ohh like 21? ......... When I was waiting for you know who to give me some form of hint or answer if he wanted me or heaven knows who.........or what(!!!)Anyway, conversation with my ex went like ....
Ex: "Jen? That you?? " totally oblivious of the man I was with.
Me : "Uhh yes and you??"
Ex: " Derek, you don't remember?"
Me: "Huh?? but you look soo different??" (he did look awesome I must admit)
And so the conversation went, about times past and present. Proudly introduced him to Sha, who was as tall and as hunky as he was or is, rather. Never detected any hint of jealousy in Sha or if he did, he hid it well. Sha dinna even asked me ONE question about Derek which made me felt quite annoyed then actually but he made me felt good later when we reached home . He did asked me more of Derek, like what's he doing now & such. I did sense some jealousy after all, lol.
Neways, i remembered why I broke up with Derek. He was simply too childish and horribly chauvinistic!!! My mind drifted to the time I met him, it always is heavenly when a relationship's just starting out but people always show their true colors.......in time. The "demon "will always appear, as in Sha's too actually. Well, I think I showed who I am, WHAT I am much earlier in our relationship. Glad Sha's accepted me for who I am (Luv you hun!)
I dunno about you, but I believe exes should stay exes. There's always a reason why you two dinna hit things off in the first place. I prefer to move on in life and not cry over spilled milk and yesterdays. Time's much too short.
Thank God REAL men exist.
& Happy Valentine's Day Sha , luv you today as I did yesterday. Even MORE!!!
